Saturday, February 28, 2009

Where the days go

I fight with my brain to relieve my eyes. And it's harder than you think...
Ah, finally time for a new little post. Well, I'm not certain if anyone else feels the way I do at the moment. I've been putting all my effort into school lately, and when I'm doing it I'm very unaware of other things and usually give no importance to them. Generally, I give to them a very apathetic approach. Now that it's the weekend, my mind ultimately has the time to spiral around some memories. I have a tendency to think back to past events, and miss them so much. The only reason I do is because I yearn more for those wonderful feelings I had felt, not whom I had shared them with. But everytime I see who I've shared them with, to know that he's so quick to move on really gets to me. I really haven't been able to move on, it's been taking me such a long time and sometimes I can't wait for this person to graduate so I won't have to see him again ,that way I won't have to confront those feelings sporadically. Sure, I'll miss seeing him around but until then I'll be in a much more favorable atmosphere. We haven't spoken to eachother for months now anyway. Like they say.. "It doesn't matter how long it takes to get there, as long as you don't give up" Haha, if anyone has any idea to whom that quote belongs to, please tell me! I always follow along those lines, but really have not the slightest idea who came up with it.
source: Georgia Frost for A4 issue# 64

Sunday, February 22, 2009

Reminisced tendencies

I just stumbled upon these old graphics I had made at my former livejournal community, oh how I miss graphic designing! I'd still possess those skills if the computer that contained my Paint Shop Pro wouldn't have turned me down! Oh man, I miss this so much, I wish I had continued my fun little hobby, it was always so entertaining hunting down inspirational editorials, cropping, editing, merging soft-colored layers in screen form to enhance the beauty of pictures. Paint Shop Pro, where have you gone!? I'm yearning to reach you again!

New goal: Try to buy the new Paint Shop Pro X2 OR buy my old Paint Shop Pro XI on Ebay.

Paint Shop Pro X2 is at $70 at, pretty good price considering its former $100

Oh and by the way, if any of you have any desire to save one of my above graphics to your computer, go right ahead! In exchange, I would appreciate some credit for any publishing of yours, as I did edit these to my conformity. Thank you!

source: Most images were found at livejournal communities, some others found at All editing by me.

Friday, February 20, 2009

'Cause she's real

Above are some of my favorites by Gemma Booth, I love her ethereal creativity in pictures. Amazing softness and angelic-like compositions open my eyes and inspire me dearly. So very lovely. To scavenge through more of her admirable work click here:
Oh man, this song is endlessly spiraling through my mind, my feelings are having some sort of relation to it at the moment:
I walked across, an empty land
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth, beneath my feet
Sat by the river and it made me complete
Oh, simple thing, where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when, you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin.
-Somewhere Only We Know by Keane

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

2005, When I was young

Beautiful Taylor Warren, portraying the perfect lounge look
source: Nylon August 2005

old things carrying along old feelings

My day was a breeze. I fortunately had time to finish five paragraphs today during second period, I felt like my anxiety was falling way out of place. I'm just glad the day's been done and over with. Now I must do my French and Geometry homework. Kisses!

interesting icons

From order of appearance:
France Gall, Albert Einstein, Anna Karina, Jean Shrimpton
source: Google Images

Monday, February 16, 2009

I'm a highschool lover, and you're my favorite flavor

You're my playground love.
Alright, so it's 11:30. School tomorrow, essay due tomorrow. Unfortunately, I haven't even finished my essay yet. I feel so futile doing this, I guess my excitement won me to it. Wow Alana, looking through such amazing editorials late at night when I haven't even finished what I should have for the past three days. Someone save me and may luck be of my acquaintance tomorrow as I hear Mr.Olsen's disappointed tone ruin my day. Anyways, a plus side for you guys, I added a new song. I hope all of you enjoy it. Typing that sentence has been the most uncomfortable thing right now. I haven't felt this lame for a long while now.
source: Numéro 100 February 2009