Porcelain

Someone said you're fading too soon

Drifting, and floating, and fading away

May your luck

shine on, among the abundance of each desire.

Take what you need, and be on your way.

Gone & done, son

prevail


that's the ideal word for today

Just feelin'

I know what I want; and am sure of it

Here's to you

Alright, a blog consisting of solely pictures can sometimes result as full apathy. I've come to the conclusion that I really want to hurt this someone, emotionally of course. Can't believe I'm even emancipating thoughts through a blog, but the reason I want to commit such adverse actions is to suppress my personal, ongoing, and absurd dealings just so I can give to someone what I've been given. Or in the most probably case, I've given myself. More than 365 days have passed, not a single one passing by without the frequent sliding of a temporal attachment. In the present, what was has passed away. And you'll see that all I want now is happiness. Damn, sometimes I can become much too indecisive, vague, ambiguous, a real handful. Through hardships, I keep setting foot upon a pathway of realizations though. Through an emotional wall built with bricks that one has kept adding with passing time, it's time to put an end to each rectangular prism. All I want now is happiness, and an effort WILL be made. Each day I feel much better. Completely DONE with it all. Now I feel like jumping into a pool or standing at the top of a mountain while a breeze surrounds my body.

Summer like this

is a complete summer to me.

source: ffffound

& To be utterly honest

you weren't even worth it, but damn it. I'll miss you.

source: ffffound

Favorites

Weekends are pretty alright.

source: danske

That's what I'm waiting for

And I hope that the suite sleeps and suits you well

source: ???

Louis, Louis

Louis Garrel.... Mhm.

source: Google Images

Ancient emotions and thoughts

They're just living in my head

Some Friday delights.

source: emiliebjork, lauren schmauren, oyster magazine, ???

Where the days go

I fight with my brain to relieve my eyes. And it's harder than you think...

Ah, finally time for a new little post. Well, I'm not certain if anyone else feels the way I do at the moment. I've been putting all my effort into school lately, and when I'm doing it I'm very unaware of other things and usually give no importance to them. Generally, I give to them a very apathetic approach. Now that it's the weekend, my mind ultimately has the time to spiral around some memories. I have a tendency to think back to past events, and miss them so much. The only reason I do is because I yearn more for those wonderful feelings I had felt, not whom I had shared them with. But everytime I see who I've shared them with, to know that he's so quick to move on really gets to me. I really haven't been able to move on, it's been taking me such a long time and sometimes I can't wait for this person to graduate so I won't have to see him again ,that way I won't have to confront those feelings sporadically. Sure, I'll miss seeing him around but until then I'll be in a much more favorable atmosphere. We haven't spoken to eachother for months now anyway. Like they say.. "It doesn't matter how long it takes to get there, as long as you don't give up" Haha, if anyone has any idea to whom that quote belongs to, please tell me! I always follow along those lines, but really have not the slightest idea who came up with it.

source: Georgia Frost for A4 issue# 64

Reminisced tendencies

I just stumbled upon these old graphics I had made at my former livejournal community, oh how I miss graphic designing! I'd still possess those skills if the computer that contained my Paint Shop Pro wouldn't have turned me down! Oh man, I miss this so much, I wish I had continued my fun little hobby, it was always so entertaining hunting down inspirational editorials, cropping, editing, merging soft-colored layers in screen form to enhance the beauty of pictures. Paint Shop Pro, where have you gone!? I'm yearning to reach you again!

New goal: Try to buy the new Paint Shop Pro X2 OR buy my old Paint Shop Pro XI on Ebay.

Paint Shop Pro X2 is at $70 at corel.com, pretty good price considering its former $100

Oh and by the way, if any of you have any desire to save one of my above graphics to your computer, go right ahead! In exchange, I would appreciate some credit for any publishing of yours, as I did edit these to my conformity. Thank you!

source: Most images were found at livejournal communities, some others found at saltwater.net. All editing by me.