Shape of Colors

2011-04-03T10:08:00.000-07:00

I wanted to take care of you

You never allowed me.

2011-03-29T21:18:00.000-07:00

Sitting, contemplating of the precise words to use in my articles. It's the usual. You're the usual.

2011-03-06T20:34:00.000-08:00

1. For you, I rewrote that postcard so many times. You won't ever know until I surrender myself to reveal this to you. And I've hated that I've revealed so much already, with thoughts pouring into the idea that our space would be filled. I quickly shift my emotions involuntarily to whichever contact you make, yet I've managed to think you're somehow worth it. I dislike seeing how those around me are in the same position as me, yet I intrude this sort of commonality with a cut that spreads hope for different outcomes. I can't take this but I can't reach for you so bluntly. I imagine what I want to happen, but instead receive excuses on why you should leave. I don't even want to question you on your own truth, your current emotions have been salient anyhow. I want you to let yourself be loved. Staying over with you is one of the most memorable and enjoyable moments I've ever had.

2011-01-17T12:27:00.000-08:00

2010-11-26T07:52:00.000-08:00

Your seams were undone. I tried, and all I wanted is for everything to be the way it could have. After trying to tie up the loose ends, in hopes of crafting a new piece, you started tugging the threads a little too late and I began feeding off every one of the flecks you've sprinkled on me. Why now? I keep taking and taking, and the more I take, the more you're warmly nested in my mind. I'll leave things to be. I'm not intrepid enough. And if I were, I would be terrified unconditionally.

2010-08-28T23:20:00.000-07:00

3. At the moment, there's some sort of hanging guilt for not necessarily knowing what to release of you. I guess it's not even so much that I have anything to say about you that I don't want you to know about. This is mainly what my posts are for, except you know so much already. I enjoy my time with you so much and am gradually growing attached to you. I've yet to know where I stand with you, although the idea is clear already. You provide much more security than I could have ever imagined and are something close to ideal with just being yourself. I love you.

Quelquejour

2010-08-11T17:03:00.000-07:00

Regardless of how hyped up you are, how excessively positively reviewed you are, how your magic is no secret (via public opinion), how all of your picturesque locations induce anyone to tears of disbelief in your beauty, some day...

2010-07-24T10:19:00.001-07:00

This blog has definitely transformed into something now required to contain depth at every post. I like it though, and I don't care if any of you readers mind, let alone, even read what I type. I'll let this post be dedicated to various people whom will surely never read what I've to say about them, maybe they'll know some other time.

1. I love you, and I used to not get along with you that much at some point, but it seems like our separation brings us closer. I'm not sure if you feel it, but I know that I do. Maybe you should know that pessimism doesn't help. To be honest, you dragged me down and a few others to such a low level that all we settled down to was apathy, and closure. I understand that distance is a barrier, but you can not repress yourself for it. If nothing rises, then nothing rises. You simply accept it. However, you manage to complain and if things don't go your way, there's nothing in between for you. Learn to not look at everything either black or white, the world doesn't suck. Neither does your life, for Christ's sake. I'm not going to acquire your qualities anymore. I was too unsettled perhaps for as long as time can remember, but I think I creaked open a door. I'm hoping that you find at least a tint of fulfillment soon. I'm always here for you.

2. You're the only one I have the easiest accessibility to at the moment. However, something we both lack of is fun. When someone's missing, our whole environment changes. I'm sure you're aware of it too, and most of the time you're the one I least know has any feelings present. We open up to eachother, sure. I think you're still trying to find your way through.

not done with this yet

2010-07-17T10:50:00.000-07:00

Here's for humanity

2010-04-23T16:58:00.000-07:00

Take away the pains of being too human. You either face unrequited feelings from someone; Sometimes it's you who lacks of reciprocal, causing hurt any way. You want something badly, and yet can not attain it. All that this natural instinct provides is misery. Any way you follow the rules, you end up the same. Even life is this way. Stay for a while, then diminish. You'll stay in the vast records of a beautiful world, but I unlike others, dares not ask the question that precedes. That is why I want to stay away from everything that humanity has amounted to. This does not necessarily imply I rather excplore life through the being of some inanimate subject, I merely possess the curiosity. What I would like to prevent is the closeness of sentiments. Why does a dip in the inexplicable arena called life guarantee uneasiness to every single being? This is not a complaint that inclines towards smooth sailing circumstances, I do understand the difficulties that surface. But every action leads to it, and I do not want to be a part of it. My being is too unprepared.

Take care

2010-03-07T14:23:00.000-08:00

I wish I could organize myself, in everything.
My conscious is killing me, and it will not go away.
Too much insanity, and the past has been lost.
Please be good to me.

I can't seem to make it mine

2010-02-15T12:43:00.000-08:00

Well, let's see. I think I've done it, I think I am learning. Now I want to figure out how to manage what I aim for. I'm utterly tired nowadays, all I want to do is either lie in bed or lie anywhere that is comfortable next to a specific someone. How did it even amount to this? I have no idea. But I can not let this comfort invade nearly all aspects of thought and activity. I need to hold on to even the thinnest string to climb towards my net of dreams.

Infancia

2010-01-23T15:05:00.000-08:00

My favorite childhood movie and book series. I was obsessed, not only with the plot and all its wonderous ventures but also the actor that plays the role of Klaus Baudelaire, Liam Aiken.

New

2010-01-18T15:18:00.000-08:00

Je conaisse le chemin

2010-01-14T18:20:00.000-08:00

You came along and you cut me loose

Things are not as complicated as they are set out to be. It's time for changes. A friend told me of her "security blanket". I can not help but concur, you are my definite security blanket and I will never, ever forget that. Now, I must read a few more pages of Into the Wild before I study for a history quiz tomorrow. I will re-read the whole book if it's necessary. Something to remember: Happiness is not only an automatic reaction. You do not need a reason to be happy.

Here

2010-01-07T13:59:00.000-08:00

I want to travel. I want to make it happen. It's my dream, to graduate high school, get out of a comfortable life, become the hardest-working person I know. Know that if there's a will, there's a way. Indulge in this lifestyle, find myself and grow into something I aspire to be. Not lose myself, not even mature, I still want to be the person I am. But be more explorative with myself and my surroundings. I'm naive, but I'm okay with it. I won't let my experiences harden me to stone, if not, sculpture the account of someone that does not want this life to go to waste. Learn new things. Get out. To not be lazy for once, but very active and always seeking for what precedes. If I work hard enough, I know I can acquire what I want.

Growing up

2010-01-05T11:33:00.000-08:00

The scattered bits whirled into a subtle wind of exhilaration. This, of course, was only an image that was to be touched by my mind. It merely blossomed a sense of more youthful days, when my surroundings were fully seeped into my being as unexplainable beauty. When happiness was wafted for no reason at all. Every single atom was deeply absorbed like slow respiration. To hold on to hope, it’s beautiful. To desire something so much and for so long is fathomable. It can either be adjusted in a state of comfort but detachment. It can have you faded into endless horizons of anxiety or thought. It can make you miss someone like you have never imagined possible. The richest soils interlock with the rough and unknown surface of concrete when it’s time for it to come. And there’s still more dirt ahead. That’s growing up for you.

Comfortable

2010-01-03T11:18:00.000-08:00

"And to wake up with the sun in your eyes and a little bit of cold in your bones"

Photos by parpadeo

twenty-ten

2010-01-01T09:40:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR

" I be doin' alright, I be doin' okay, and as long as I could live to see another day"

This is what's up: I'm not going to dedicate a combination of words to describe my last year. I had my share of difficulties, emotions, memories... the list is infinite. One thing I'd love to say though, is appreciate and take advantage of whatever you can. I guarantee it will entail goodness. Stand up, fall down. You're free.
Keep on, 2010.

P.S. I took the above quote from "Doin' Alright" by CunningLynguists. I'm usually not tuned into rap, but I thought the chorus was ideal and extending musical horizons is always refreshing

Vendredi

2009-12-20T18:12:00.000-08:00

It's like forgetting the words to your favorite song
You can't believe it, you were always singing along
It was so easy and the words so sweet

Ut em

2009-12-16T16:40:00.001-08:00

Sanquem.

'Cause it's all me now

2009-12-14T16:48:00.000-08:00

I need rest. I need positivity. I need direction. I need some piece of mind. I need this winter break. I need to study hard. I need to pass my classes. I want good grades. I want to pass my AP tests. I want to be with my mother right now. I want to be what I desire to be. I want to sleep. I want to retrieve the inspiration I lost. I want to feel comfortable. I want you. I miss you. I want to lay on my bed next to you. I wish I weren't self-conscious. I wish I excelled at anything I do. I wish I weren't afraid of letting people in. I wish my home was nice. I wish I could be nearly as smart as you. I wish I could be close friends with you. I wish I could know what to do. But most of all, I hate not knowing.

One more week

2009-12-12T18:46:00.000-08:00

& I'm sure I'll be doing fine

Numero trois

2009-12-07T18:07:00.000-08:00

Little wet tears on my baby's shoulders

1) "I've just been thinking too much lately." Seriously. Here presented through words is the account of an over analytical freak that inclines towards perfection. Again, how is achievement really achieved if there is no failure? I can not guess. I'm tired of being tired. The mind is known to do anything but synchronize thoughts. Stress. One more time. It eats you up. Just to help out a friend I told him, "Even if I sucked, I tell myself I did my best. That elevates my mood even if it's a bit". All the advice that is given is never followed by the giver. Don't you ever feel like being so utterly involved in your own bubble makes you become detached from all the REAL situations that are happening out there?

2) Oh hey, I sometimes doubt you, but I was told you might be just what I need. I was contemplating the notion, I still need to figure myself out. Despite my little cluttered up head, I smile because of the effortlessly adorable way you seem. Your character presents such an interesting image. "All I know is, I really enjoyed my time."

I can wait in this journey

2009-11-30T20:40:00.000-08:00

Last day of November. Rummaging for answers in the passing pages of life.

I am sixteen and I am on an expedition to figure about so much.

Quelque jour peut-être

2009-11-26T10:15:00.000-08:00

Changes + failures are our biggest fears.

I get it

2009-11-09T17:35:00.001-08:00

I'm just a teenager, and I still don't know much of you.

Of a message

2009-11-05T17:56:00.000-08:00

from summer of last year. I was fourteen:

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Ag,
Date: Jul 8, 2008 11:05 PM

Haha don't worry, you still have time :)
You know what I really feel? I wish there were some kind of place nearby where NO ONE went to. And if they did, it's because they got there by mistake and left. I'd like to go to that place and somehow make it my own. I've recently been wanting to take pictures of tall, thick trees with no leaves covered with moss.

More than anything

2009-10-30T22:44:00.000-07:00

I feel like traveling.

I hope some day

2009-10-27T17:14:00.000-07:00

you'll join me.

I still look for your face.

Here we go

2009-10-15T17:47:00.000-07:00

# 2

2009-10-10T21:47:00.000-07:00

So, sitting in solitude on my chair, elbow resting perpendicularly to desk, chin engraved to the unclean palm of my left hand, listening to Billie Holiday with who would have known; circulating thoughts. Oh yeah, did I mention I'm supposedly finishing my textbook notes and online test ? I've decided to give this a second go.

1. This goes to them : I'm not worth it. I don't think I am, so really, out of complete honesty, don't waste your time on me. I'll most likely limit myself because I'm not prepared for any type of commitment. My sole objective is what I strive for, and my goal is not looking too clear right now either. I'm a handful, quicker than you believe my change of mind will melt through your warm palm until the last subtle drop of resentment detaches from your fingers. I apologize.

2. After my late 2 am arrival last night, I told myself I loved someone. I'm afraid of it being true, or I just said it because the subject was deeply wounded to my mind. Either way, this little someone will have probably laughed at the thought of it, swearing it's a joke. I need to be more sure.

3. I don't know what to expect from you but I trust you so, _ ____ __ ___ _____ _ _________ ____. Yeah.

4. Recently, I did something I knew I should not have. Artificial feelings forced me to reciprocate from what a good friend keeps. I don't know if I should actually confess this because I'm afraid of the outcomes, I should have known better and been less self-absorbed. I disrespected a genuine person's feelings by exposing them to the least convenient source.

Growing

2009-10-02T16:35:00.000-07:00

distant. Wouldn't you like to hear the words I can't afford to say?

Comfort

2009-09-26T22:31:00.000-07:00

The crisp fog that surround every inch of you. Your body indulging in its misty taste. The freshest breath of the earth's atmosphere breathing all around you, AND to you. Standing such a small while should be the most eminent of experiences. Draped feelings bring such a pleasing gloom, but how would it feel if every single thought you've ever had of someone, you'd tell them straight out? Every little feeling. Every bit of ocurrence that's emerged in the tidal wave of thought. Whether it be brutal, unfaithful, hypocritical, beautiful, apathetic, trusting, guilty, comforting, anything.

Mon dieu

2009-09-25T20:27:00.000-07:00

Speechless.

What's on my mind

2009-09-20T19:13:00.000-07:00

1. I know that you think that in some way you'll be able to make me feel resentful with what you do, but I hope it doesn't break you to know that I'll never change my perspective. It'll just make me see you in a darker light. Sorry.

2. This weekend (like the rest), I've thought of it. And finally, I hope, just finally I've become truthful with the way I feel and not force myself to turn from it. Comfort's all there was, and I admittedly, was okay with it.

3. I want you to ask me already! You. Before anyone else. Truthfully. Honestly. Don't analyze and JUST DO IT! I don't even know why I've humbly and sincerely inclined towards you, I guess I'm just real excited for something new. Just to think about it makes me smile so please, HURRY UP!

4. I hope that my constant ambiguity doesn't make people dislike me. My practice of it is under heavy rotation, it must drive some of you sick if you take the time to read what I post.

5. I honestly dislike people that go to school without a purpose. If minimal effort is put forth, it's cool. But do it for the right reasons, damn it. It irritates me when people want to get good grades to get parents off their back, instead of doing it for themselves. Alright, I admit it's more difficult to do it for others than yourself. But subjectively, I believe that it's pointless. You're not really striving towards anything if you're taking freaking 6 AP classes to get "parents off your back". If your parents don't pressure you to take difficult classes, and all you want is to get them off your case, take regular courses. Why the hell would you just take difficult courses if you're completely indifferent about college!?!?

Back then

2009-09-18T21:10:00.000-07:00

Today : "So he DID like you back when you two were hanging out"

Even though I was never sure of it. It was for at least a while.
& Of course, being too late for a reaction, is it okay if it warmed my heart for at least a few seconds?

Bad dream

2009-09-15T18:23:00.000-07:00

I'm tired of so many things. Today's passing has become an enormous blur, starting from the beginning of the day during French class when a friend pointed out a physical flaw of mine which most likely fulfilled her with satisfaction. Then her ceaseless routine of joking has emerged to me today, a snaking growth of exhaustion and angst internally developing. Now I feel that our bonding is utterly deficient. And today I embarassed myself once again, adding yet another paper to the pile in my drawer of embarassing moments. Or maybe I just embarass myself because I manage to look at it as an embarassing situation. Maybe I'm just the only one feeling this way and magnifying everything to a far extent. Confusion has just made a large factor recently, from the doubt of friendships to self-conciousness and lack of determination. It's time to wake up and motivate myself. ELEVATE myself. Insanity's irritation is a heavier weight than the resolutions one's able to commit to. Just tired of battling with myself and my surroundings. What happened to that positive feeling of intense commitment? I can feel autumn's air surfacing each and every coming day.

Everything

2009-09-11T21:44:00.000-07:00

starts new.

In the future, where will I be?

I want to talk to you.

Friday

2009-09-03T16:29:00.000-07:00

I tend to rummage through ffffound quite often.

Purity

2009-08-25T20:02:00.000-07:00

I've been picking up the sunshine

2009-08-25T19:52:00.000-07:00

Seagull flies across my eyes forever

All that I know

2009-08-19T19:24:00.000-07:00

is that you're the nicest thing I've seen, and I don't know if I'll ever meet someone that guided me to endless roads of smiles and illusions like you did. The experience was pretty good though, I'm sure everyone goes through one. Hope my next is just right, if not, I'll know what to do. Compatibility with comfort's all good.

P.S. I've fallen in love with the photo above

Keep calm

2009-08-11T18:40:00.000-07:00

"& carry the fuck on"

Heck yes, these little pieces have inspired me to start my own crumbled-up notebook.
I'm sure it'll be an exciting and new way to express everything that wants to be emancipated from me. Who knows, I might even make a few scans to showcase.

My mind's sure

2009-08-10T19:10:00.001-07:00

but it's the damn heart that keeps inducing complications and interfering with all else. I've convinced myself of too much already, I'm not going back to the beginning. Nope, nope. I must get going with my French, History, and Newspaper assignments. "Tears in Heaven" by Eric Clapton isn't helping too much either.

Lost one

2009-08-08T21:18:00.000-07:00

Time don't go back, it go forward
Can't run from the pain, go towards it
Some things can't be explained, what caused it?
Such a beautiful soul, so pure, shit
Gonna see you again, I'm sure of it
'til that time, little man I'm nauseous
I know I'm guilty of it too but, not like them
You lost one

Porcelain

2009-07-25T17:56:00.000-07:00

Someone said you're fading too soon

Drifting, and floating, and fading away

May your luck

2009-07-20T18:31:00.001-07:00

shine on, among the abundance of each desire.

Take what you need, and be on your way.

dazed

2009-07-14T23:31:00.000-07:00

in a sea of awakened realizations. What happens when one discovers that what they wanted from someone was buried in the most genuine intentions of someone else? Suddenly interest starts slipping away from primary desires. No attraction found here or there, nor anywhere. A long path of the truth evokes unbearable obstacles? I guess so. Overly pondering about something you don't want to is such a powerful tool in our minds. It overruns deeply into unknown spaces, when the truth is, I have no idea of the way I feel. Ambiguity strikes once more.

Gone & done, son

2009-07-12T22:58:00.000-07:00

prevail

that's the ideal word for today

Just feelin'

2009-07-08T14:22:00.000-07:00

I know what I want; and am sure of it

Here's to you

2009-07-05T22:55:00.000-07:00

Alright, a blog consisting of solely pictures can sometimes result as full apathy. I've come to the conclusion that I really want to hurt this someone, emotionally of course. Can't believe I'm even emancipating thoughts through a blog, but the reason I want to commit such adverse actions is to suppress my personal, ongoing, and absurd dealings just so I can give to someone what I've been given. Or in the most probably case, I've given myself. More than 365 days have passed, not a single one passing by without the frequent sliding of a temporal attachment. In the present, what was has passed away. And you'll see that all I want now is happiness. Damn, sometimes I can become much too indecisive, vague, ambiguous, a real handful. Through hardships, I keep setting foot upon a pathway of realizations though. Through an emotional wall built with bricks that one has kept adding with passing time, it's time to put an end to each rectangular prism. All I want now is happiness, and an effort WILL be made. Each day I feel much better. Completely DONE with it all. Now I feel like jumping into a pool or standing at the top of a mountain while a breeze surrounds my body.

Summer like this

2009-07-02T11:56:00.000-07:00

is a complete summer to me.

source: ffffound

We've been to the top and to the bottom

2009-06-27T21:46:00.000-07:00

Oh, summer

We just hurried

So come over, just be patient

and don't worry

'Nough for the end of my day

photography by Margaret Durow

& To be utterly honest

2009-06-26T00:06:00.000-07:00

you weren't even worth it, but damn it. I'll miss you.

source: ffffound

I'll give to you

2009-06-21T23:26:00.001-07:00

And It's a chance I'll have to take, & it's a chance I'll have to break

I'm in love with you

Smashing Pumpkins can be a real daymaker. Haha, yeah.

Flow sweetly

2009-06-20T22:33:00.000-07:00

Today I discovered that my 89.7% scholarship grade for chemistry was surprisingly rounded to an A-. 4 A's and 2 B+'s. Not too shabby. Guess the day ended in a prettty good note.

source: Nicholas Lawn

Trouble, please be kind

2009-06-16T12:40:00.000-07:00

Abbey Drucker

source: abbeydrucker.com

Violet ribbons

2009-06-14T20:46:00.000-07:00

& I don't ever want to feel like I did that day

Take me to the place I love, take me all the way

2009-05-20T19:44:00.001-07:00

The end's not near

Favorites

2009-05-02T21:48:00.001-07:00

Weekends are pretty alright.

source: danske

Street Walkin'

2009-04-26T19:10:00.000-07:00

Saturday photos.

We never change

2009-04-10T11:23:00.000-07:00

Sometimes I wish I were the lucky one.

Live life and have friends around.

To fly and never come down.

We never change, do we?

Move unto another day

2009-04-08T12:13:00.000-07:00

A field of tall grass where a bare-legged girl could listen to her thoughts. I guess the spring feels nice.

source: Numéro April 2007

That's what I'm waiting for

2009-04-08T11:51:00.000-07:00

And I hope that the suite sleeps and suits you well

source: ???

Louis, Louis

2009-04-07T15:51:00.001-07:00

Louis Garrel.... Mhm.

source: Google Images

Ancient emotions and thoughts

2009-04-03T13:05:00.001-07:00

I am my mama's only one

2009-03-21T19:01:00.000-07:00

Today's one of my best friends' birthday, and I can't even give her a call. I don't have her number :(

source: i-D

Girl can dream

2009-03-20T09:04:00.000-07:00

Dress - Yesstyle.com
Shoes - lagarconne.com
Bag - H&M
Rings - YSL
Earrings - Chanel

I was a handful, didn't keep it simple

2009-03-19T09:47:00.000-07:00

Not such a big fan of the make-up, but now, THE GARMETS.

Today I'll most likely stay laying on bed, catching up on my poem writing as extra credit for English... Yeah,I might just do that.

source: Gloss

Sing me to sleep

2009-03-12T14:57:00.001-07:00

Excuse me while I obsess over this editorial. Midterms are over! Now the following four weeks are all free for me.

source: Material Girl Spring 2008

Jane & Francoise

2009-03-07T09:52:00.001-08:00

I've decided to make a small tribute to the swingin' 60's icons. They're beautiful, with amazing vocals and clever use of fashion. Their ingenuity of appearance and clothing have made an impact in my daily wardrobe, let these images inspire you too!

Jane Birkin: listen here

What to love:

-flirty eyelet pieces

-feminine lace blouses

-comfortable fitted tees

-high waisted bell-bottoms

-leg-baring mini crochet dresses

-the natural look

-body hugging knits

-lovely lovely lady jewelry

Françoise Hardy: listen here

What to love:

-straight bangs

-motorcycle jackets

-coquette-ish cat eyes

-cozy oversized sweaters

-boy meets girl look

-capris pants

-soft trench coats

-black, black, BLACK!

Je te vais voir un jour, je ne te vais pas oublier

2009-03-06T22:46:00.000-08:00

Man, I think I should stop posting editorials for a little while, my excitement has overrun other little ideas I shouldcome up with. But I just can not stop! But I probably must... any one care to oppose? Haha. I'll think of better content soon.

source: Yen

They're just living in my head

2009-03-06T16:35:00.001-08:00

Some Friday delights.

source: emiliebjork, lauren schmauren, oyster magazine, ???

I'll forget one of these days

2009-03-04T17:00:00.000-08:00

Wednesday. Tomorrow: Thursday. One more week of school and spring break hits in. Already? I think time should slow down a bit, just for for the sake of it. Anyway, I'm going crazy for this editorial, the outfits are divine, and the accessories are so wonderful. Annie Beaust has a face I'll never get tired of, she's one of those porcelain dolls your grandma brought you from Sweden when you were young. But you dare not touch her or bring her out of the box for you don't want such beauty to wear off for the foolish act of just playing around with her. She's just better to look at from a distance. I didn't even like to play with those kinds of dolls when I was young, needless to say I was never intrigued by their beauty or frillyness. But now, whenever I stumble upon beautiful models, I just have to think about them.

source: scans by plasticseam

Yeah, I saw sparks

2009-03-01T19:45:00.000-08:00

The last post of the day, then I hit the shower and the books. May it possibly be enough time to take a shower, finish my history, chemistry, geometry homework, study for French, and finally sleep? Eh. I'm having the best time uploading pictures and listening to Coldplay while at it. Everything feels so good right now, what a shame to know that tomorrow's Monday. I'm sure I'm not the only one feeling like this, good luck to all of you this week! Haha, whatever it may be that you need some luck on, I most sincerely wish for you the best.

source: Vogue Nippon 2008

Lazy Sundays

2009-03-01T10:55:00.000-08:00

Magdalena Frackowiak, hands down one of the best models.

source: i-D September 2008

Currently under rotation:

1. Blue Ridge Mountains - Fleet Foxes

2. Lenders in the Temple - Conor Oberst

3. Vienna - Billy Joel
4. Sleep - Azure Ray
5. Revelry - Kings of Leon
6. Time Flies - Lykke Li

7. These Streets - Paolo Nutini

8. Hoppipolla - Sigur Rós

9. The Lengths - The Black Keys

10. Backyards of Our Neighbors - Au Revoir Simone

11. GFC - Albert Hammond Jr.

12. Coffee and Cigarettes - Augustana

13. Homesick - Kings of Convenience

14. I Found A Reason - Cat Power

15. Talk - Coldplay

What's on your playlist? What would you recommend ? Anything you listen to endlessly without ever becoming bored? I'd love to know!

Where the days go

2009-02-28T11:11:00.000-08:00

I fight with my brain to relieve my eyes. And it's harder than you think...

Ah, finally time for a new little post. Well, I'm not certain if anyone else feels the way I do at the moment. I've been putting all my effort into school lately, and when I'm doing it I'm very unaware of other things and usually give no importance to them. Generally, I give to them a very apathetic approach. Now that it's the weekend, my mind ultimately has the time to spiral around some memories. I have a tendency to think back to past events, and miss them so much. The only reason I do is because I yearn more for those wonderful feelings I had felt, not whom I had shared them with. But everytime I see who I've shared them with, to know that he's so quick to move on really gets to me. I really haven't been able to move on, it's been taking me such a long time and sometimes I can't wait for this person to graduate so I won't have to see him again ,that way I won't have to confront those feelings sporadically. Sure, I'll miss seeing him around but until then I'll be in a much more favorable atmosphere. We haven't spoken to eachother for months now anyway. Like they say.. "It doesn't matter how long it takes to get there, as long as you don't give up" Haha, if anyone has any idea to whom that quote belongs to, please tell me! I always follow along those lines, but really have not the slightest idea who came up with it.

source: Georgia Frost for A4 issue# 64

Reminisced tendencies

2009-02-22T10:48:00.000-08:00

I just stumbled upon these old graphics I had made at my former livejournal community, oh how I miss graphic designing! I'd still possess those skills if the computer that contained my Paint Shop Pro wouldn't have turned me down! Oh man, I miss this so much, I wish I had continued my fun little hobby, it was always so entertaining hunting down inspirational editorials, cropping, editing, merging soft-colored layers in screen form to enhance the beauty of pictures. Paint Shop Pro, where have you gone!? I'm yearning to reach you again!

New goal: Try to buy the new Paint Shop Pro X2 OR buy my old Paint Shop Pro XI on Ebay.

Paint Shop Pro X2 is at $70 at corel.com, pretty good price considering its former $100

Oh and by the way, if any of you have any desire to save one of my above graphics to your computer, go right ahead! In exchange, I would appreciate some credit for any publishing of yours, as I did edit these to my conformity. Thank you!

source: Most images were found at livejournal communities, some others found at saltwater.net. All editing by me.

'Cause she's real

2009-02-20T20:06:00.000-08:00

Above are some of my favorites by Gemma Booth, I love her ethereal creativity in pictures. Amazing softness and angelic-like compositions open my eyes and inspire me dearly. So very lovely. To scavenge through more of her admirable work click here:

http://www.gemmabooth.com/

Oh man, this song is endlessly spiraling through my mind, my feelings are having some sort of relation to it at the moment:

I walked across, an empty land
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth, beneath my feet
Sat by the river and it made me complete
Oh, simple thing, where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when, you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin.

-Somewhere Only We Know by Keane

2005, When I was young

2009-02-17T21:56:00.001-08:00

Beautiful Taylor Warren, portraying the perfect lounge look
source: Nylon August 2005

old things carrying along old feelings

2009-02-17T17:03:00.001-08:00

My day was a breeze. I fortunately had time to finish five paragraphs today during second period, I felt like my anxiety was falling way out of place. I'm just glad the day's been done and over with. Now I must do my French and Geometry homework. Kisses!

interesting icons

2009-02-17T16:11:00.001-08:00

From order of appearance:

France Gall, Albert Einstein, Anna Karina, Jean Shrimpton
source: Google Images

I'm a highschool lover, and you're my favorite flavor

2009-02-16T23:12:00.000-08:00

You're my playground love.

Alright, so it's 11:30. School tomorrow, essay due tomorrow. Unfortunately, I haven't even finished my essay yet. I feel so futile doing this, I guess my excitement won me to it. Wow Alana, looking through such amazing editorials late at night when I haven't even finished what I should have for the past three days. Someone save me and may luck be of my acquaintance tomorrow as I hear Mr.Olsen's disappointed tone ruin my day. Anyways, a plus side for you guys, I added a new song. I hope all of you enjoy it. Typing that sentence has been the most uncomfortable thing right now. I haven't felt this lame for a long while now.

source: Numéro 100 February 2009

Greetings

2009-01-12T18:01:00.001-08:00

So, I've officially entered the much buzzed-about blogging world. This will defenitely be a new experience, I've decided to make one since many others have inspired me to. Something quite common to say on a first post. Anyway, I welcome anyone who visits my blog, and I'll try to keep up with some very interesting posts. Keep an eye out !

source: Ruslana Korshunova for L'epouse